i guess if you’re done breaking my heart..i should go..as i stared in your eyes, you askedme why i was about to cry, coz i knew you’re going to to say goodbye. why can’t you see how much you hurt me this time? you used to say you were sorry, now you don’t. you don’t even care anymore. i never hated you for not loving me, but i hate you, for making me fall even more when i’m trying to let go. i’ll never going to let you see through me. i’m never going to show you how broken i am inside.
my friends tell me to let go, or atleast to try, but what do i do when i start to cry? i’m holding you back yet i don’t want to let go. i’m fighting back the emotions i never fought before.
when you said you don’t need me, i didn’t expect you to be right. my head rest on my pillow, i let the tears flow and ask myself, why can’t i let go?
i still love you, and i probably will love you for a long time.
but somehow i know, i have to move on and get over you.. and the only way for me to do that, is to be not around you.
like what they say, “we can’t forget someone we loved, we may want to but we can’t.”
love cannot be forgotten, no matter how hard we try. and how much we think it will ease the pain i will always be there.maybe fate will smile upon us, and we’ll see each other again someday.